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nothing is real and i want you to know
that im not alright tear open my chest ill try not to flinch
Created on 2005-01-21 15:10:44 (#5844948), last updated 2005-07-27
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Basic Info| Name: | bayside |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-03 |
| Location: | Lynchburg, Virginia, United States |
Biopush me out of the darkness to a sky thats colored blue somewhere someones finding happyness while im still here so hung up on you nothing is real and i want you to know that im not alright tear open my chest ill try not to flinch i wont make promises i wont make promises you tought me that im still losing whats left of my self esteem and im still watching the slow fading of all my day dreams the hardest things to say are the words that mean the most so ill bite my toung til it bleeds and i doubt youll even know the easyest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else and ive been true so youve spent these last few months in my own hell a failed appology a day too late but now i see that all you really want to see is me dangle neck first from a tree and what would need me for youve got friends galore all youve ever been to me is a waste of time and nothing more. . .nothing is real and i want you to know that im not alright tear open my chest ill try not to flinch i wont make promises i wont make promises you thought me that i hate myself for wanting you like this and i hate myself for haring myself just enough to love you just enough to love you
~~~bayside~~~
-x-Bedtime Bear Billie is Snuggly Love -x-
~~~bayside~~~
-x-
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